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All in a Name
Over the course of many years, people have asked me why I use a pseudonym when I write. One of the main considerations was, at various points in my life, my real surname was either too difficult to pronounce (being Polish), or it was "Smith". I wanted to find a compromise between the too strange and the too common.
When I came to Paganism, I'd had pen in hand for nearly a quarter century. And I clearly saw the magickal links between my chosen path, and my faith. Thus, my pseudonym became "Quill".
As with other writers - Pagan or otherwise - establishing a "reputation" using a pseudonym can almost make being yourself difficult. Using one's real name at a gathering can bring expressions of confusion, or raised eyebrows of misunderstanding. Indeed, such people find themselves with two distinct personae.
When it comes to being active politically, it is the "real" persona which must take the fore. Politicians look askance at strange names on letters or petitions. Those who call or contact the offices of elected officials get further when using a name connected to a voter registration card, or property ownership.
Recently, when a large group of Pagan representatives sent word to Washington DC of their support for the Federal Court ruling declaring the Pledge of Allegiance unconstitutional, a lively discussion started on one e-list about the use of Pagan pseudonyms by the signatories of the document. Again, the fact that many of those people had established reputations using those names was asserted. Others admitted they signed the document using those names for the "public" disclosure, while using their legal names on the copies sent to their representatives.
The one remaining question would have to deal with those who would choose to sign such a vital document, and still worry about their ongoing safety - which also came up in the discussion. If a person wishes to stand up and be counted, there is always a chance of having one's head shot off in the process. Public Pagans who set the example of hiding behind magickal names for the purpose of protection are giving the wrong impression to those who look to them for guidance. If they fear repercussions for their actions, how can the "Pagan on the street" not fear the same? If we are willing to step out and be potential targets, perhaps those who follow us will have less trouble in the future.
This is not to say that those who use pseudonyms with widely recognized reputations aren't still targets. Those who really want to find someone can do so, no matter what name is used. Co-workers, employers, practitioners of other religions hostile to Paganism... The retribution can occur, no matter what we do to protect ourselves.
What must be made clear to all Pagans is how organizations are available to defend our rights, and seek justice if discrimination or other activities occur. Those is leadership positions should consider how using their pseudonym may convey the wrong message to others.
It is a risk. But any goal worth achieving is worth taking risks. And this may be the greatest goal of all - freedom, acceptance and respect for all Pagans.
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